whoo...

today i done something wrong,

this is the first time i so naughty,

me, stephanie, yee sim and minji ponteng mr tee math period,

LOL, we plan alot of plan and there is like plan A, plan B and C,

omg, i was so scare to do tat,

because i never ponteng b4,

stephanie even decided to change pjk shirt go out yam cha,

and i ws like...huh? i stunt awhile b4 i continue...xd

we start our mission at 955am,

our plan A is pretend eating at canteen,

plan B is hide at form 3 block staircase,

plan C is go to sport centre watch competition,

and our mission just can success, no fail...haha

hmm...btw my pplan was much more diff,

and more safety too,

after recess.

i hide in my wushu store room,

stephanie and yee sim was so...haiz

they fail their plan A,

and she was so happy like tat sms me told me she had fail,

they then continue their plan B,

they hide at the staircase,omg

they were just like mouse,

both of them take turn to make sure there are no teacher around,

and i was so relax in my wushu store playing with my hp game and mp3,

but atlast we did it...haha

After school dismiss,

i sent for wushu with chia feng, eng sin, kah chun and racheal.

i nearly killed by my backflip,

i fell down and twist my neck,

its freaking pain...damn it

but nvm la...no pain no gain...haha

then around 3pm we went to mid valley eat taiwan food...=)

we all long time din gather together eat lunch ady,

miss those day with my senior,

after tat...we went home lurh...so tired...=)

yesterday i went to skull for cheer training,
i knw many of u think tat very gay,
just like wei soong and wei jian like tat laugh us yesterday,
but for me i think is ok la,
not so gay as u all think,
and i just join for fun nia la,
wushu more suit me la,
i wont give up wushu.
yesterday was my first day training with them,
tian kiat said wanna form calyx boy squad,
but i din think b4 wanna go competite la,
just join to learn sumthing new nia!
cheerleading act quite challenging la,
is quite hard to carry ppl la.
Wooo...im happy nowadays,
my backflip and handspring are back,
im so so happy...
i will keep on train for backflip twist...
is not easy i knw,
but i knw i can...=)

alomost all the result already give back to us,

and my result was not tat gud as i think,

i put my hope on chemist but it disappoint me,

my addmath at least got improve 25marks,

atleast never fail.

my chinese was totally out of hope,

i get 0 for the first essay which is the "qi shi",

but luckily my long essay help me get 48marks,

and total up my chinese ngam ngam 60nia.LOL

How leh? my parents is going to tear me in pieces,

i promise them to get a gud result but it seem like no improvement,

gt la...0.???? sumthing nia,

means tat i just work hard about 0 point sumthing nia,

not even 1percent...how sad i am now!!!

my sejarah can get higher marks 1,

but because of i write in point form,

every of my marks devide by 2,

atlast i just got 58...wad the...i can get 80+ lox.

i keep looking at the lonely bottle nia during meeting..=(

Today after skul i was totally covered by my moody feeling,
im not happy with my result at all,

and i keep find exercise and do,

just want to do as much as i can to compensate my mistake,

however, i found nothing to do,

just keep on do addmath,

i know is already over,

but i cant forgive myself with those sucks result,

what i can do now is PRACTICE!!!

Then i went to meeting about 130pm,

today was quite tiring,

got two meeting need to attend,

i went to wushu meeting about next year competition,

and then olahraga for next year program and competition.

but i got no mood to give idea and opinion la,

sorry for din help you all to think idea...

look at them...so stress thinking of sumthing

cos my mood was really sucks today.
Then the sky start to rain,
i wait for a while in canteen,
doing addmath...my fren ask me why still so hardworking?
exam already over...duh...
i donno how to answer them,
just do it../
sorry mom, i had done my best...i will keep on going next year!

a dark cloud covered my life,
mr cloud,
are you lonely?
am i lonely?
im disappointed...=(

im not going to find a teacher anymore,

i don believe i cant make it myself,

why must spend money to learn something,

why cant i just do it myself without spending 1sen,

i must learn how to get something myself,

just like wad i always said,

"Nothing Is Impossible"

If i just stand there waiting for ppl come and teach me,

i will never improve,

i will never get wad i wan,

because i will just wait there forever,

and ppl will keep going forward,

at last i will get nothing...stay at darkness forever!

I really miss my coach...TT

i wonder if he is still here,

i can learn alot of things from,

now i like a fool searching for coach everywhere,

haiz...learn it myself is the best choice,

like tat only i will appreciate what i get,

i will fight this battle alone,

and i wan all my friends to see it,

i will prove it to you i CAN...if you trust me...

i wont disappoint you are,

i promise i will get rid of it.

And today i get back my backflip again,

and my handspring,

my frontflip....

tml is a school day again,

is like holiday then school day then holiday then school day then...holiday again,

this is the last holiday ady la i think,

after that is form 5 and 6 graduation,

then is the longest holidays in our life...oh yeah...christmas=)

but before this i still need to face the nervous time in my life,

that is my final term exam result,

i think teacher is going to give back us tml,

and within this week,

i will be killed by marks day by day,

i will be scold by my parents day by day,

untill this week end...or mayb untill next week...haiz

but i think i gt improve la this time,

wont get scold till cham cham...haha

k la...viwawa time now...

tata everyone=)

开心的日子不需要很多，

仅仅一秒钟的快乐，

就足以让我快乐一世。

Today wake up very early in the morning,
im so excited with my 1st day cheer tumbling training,
im full of hope to find a tumbling teacher from there.
After having my breakfirst,
i packed my bag and depart around 945pm,
then i reached sunway pyramid at around 10am.
I shop for awhile b4 i go there,
then i saw ppl skating,
they are so cool leh,
i think im interested in it too,
and i decide after graduate i will go and learn..hehe
now just focus on tumbling...
After that i call brenda to lead me to bb gym,
act is quite far from pyramid...walk till not so tired la..haha
OK...me and tien kiat wait quite long there for their coach to come,
then we start our training...
you knw la, i just wanna learn tumbling act,
but nvm la since this is a cheer training,
so its ok to follow them train,
atleast can learn something about cheer.
Donno why today i cant do my back handspring,
im so sad, donno where my feel go,
mayb im another capoiera member,
just jump without any skill,
that why i cant do it when i don have feel,haiz...
after the class...
their coach introduce me a gymnastic class,
but i think is not suitable for me la,
wad i wan to learn is tumbling not gymnast leh.
haiz...im hopeless now,
their coach wanna train for their all star team,
and i failed to find a coach to teach me,
act im quite disappointed,
but nvm la...nobody teach ma learn my ownself lox,
btw i wan to thanks brenda for helping find coach la,
act you no nid feel sorry to me la,
u help me alot i very appreciate it...thanks=)
I went home around 4,
im thinking of how to solve my holidays,
then i decide to join capoiera team at bb gym,
they are a martial art group without skill,
i found 1 of their member email at youtube,
and i had sent an email to them,
donno they let me join or not...still waiting for their reply,
if cannot then i gotto learn myself lurh,
although they are rude,
but nvm la...i just wanna learn wad i wan to learn..that all
by the way...today cheer training quite fun de la,
not tat boring as i thought,
but i really cant join you all,
because i gt no time...
jia you la...you all gt tien kiat sure can win de la.
k la...gtg la...veli tired today...bye bye

hooray...PMR IS OVER...
erm...i mean our "PMR"...u knw wad i mean oh...
finally can relax my life ady,
busy for a year, is time to think back those silly things i had done,
btw...i hope tml i can go bb gym for a tumbling train,
but but i scare their coach don let,
not i don wan to join their cheerleading group,
but i gt no time to go leh...sorry
this two month mayb gt la,
but for next year i don think so i gt time ady leh,
so i just decide to learn tumbling only,
hope u all understand la=)
hmm...oh and my hp was alive again,
i already din reload for about 5month ady,
and just now just reload,
and he came alive again...=)
ok la...will be update again soon,
chiao...VIWAWA...im coming....

haiz...
you all are so happy today,
but im sad today,
you all are free after today,
and i still had to live in a question-filled hell,
although exam is going to end soon,
but still feel strees,
form 4 lifes was not as good as you all think,
ppl said it was a honeymoon year,
but everything is just bullshit...
i cant find my hapiness,
i try to find 1day that is extremely happy,
but fail at last...
i hope i can get it at the last two month.
Haiz...everything are meaningless...
"fighting this battle alone..."
ok la...gotto study la...
tml bio paper 3 and math...aduh...
experiment can say very easy gua...
study....i knw i haven even touch my book since last wednesday,
i keep busy playing viwawa....
untill now i still don have the mood to pick up my books,
wad the...is this a virus?
omg...mayb i kena virus L just like wad en tham said...
is there any medicine can heel this virus???IS THERE???
"monday tuesday wednesday thursday.....friday saturday saturday and sunday...=)"
i got a feeling....

today wake up around 7am,

went to padang for 20laps act,

but rain falls during my 6laps,

jing yuan invited me play basketball at 8am,

but no choice,

we got to delay our plan.

Th rain stop at 10 sumthing,

jing yuan call me out...

we find pak soong at a restaurant near my house,

he was taking his breakfirst with his mom and little brother,

then we went to a restaurant behind the restaurant which pak soong have his breakfirst,

i never eat because i just have my breakfirst,

i sit there and watch jing yuan and rong yao eat.

After that we went to bintang,

trying to look for a freebies,

we left disappointed,

but jing yuan bought a shampoo.

Then we went back jing yuan house take a small basketball,

which is pak soong standard 6 play 1,

we 3 play at the basketball court like a small children,

we saw those primary students went to skul in that evening,

and the weather was as hot as fire,

we three little dummy play like a cow under the hot sun,

its about 1pm...can u imagine how hot the weather?

we play 2 on 1...which can improve our skill more effectively...haha

Then we back home around 1 30pm,

rong yao introduce me a website,

the name was funny...is viwawa....

we can play online game with frens in viwawa,

but not those violent game la,

is those brain game like sudoku, chess, matchit and many la...

its quite fun...

Almost play the whole day today,

haven even touch my book today,

although chemist and bio experiment not so hard,

but still need to memorize alot,

and addmath 1 too...

hmm fine...going to study tml la...still got time gua,

then about 11pm i suddenly found my old story books,

which i haven read finish 1,

then i just took it and sit there and read lurh...

its quite interesting tat story...

finally i would like to introduce a nice song,

is call I'll sleep tonight,

it is sang by a local single call shal sagan,

this song was nice...cant imagine malaysia got such single,

i thought she was american,

because her song was really great...

love it much...oh ya and also lady gaga paparazzi...

=)

ok...yesterday was an unlucky day for me
i was caught by pn joyce because of my hair
she was so lan ci tat time
she is the most lan ci decipline teacher in my skul
even mr lian the head decipline teacher also not tat lanci
here is how she shoot me:
"ding wei, later come and see me in the decipline room",with her pen noting down my name without telling me whats wrong am i,
and i was like...duh...
i just simply ignore her and said yes yes i will be punctual.
Then during the assembly, i think and think and think,
i think i don wan to go la...put her airplane...
who ask her so lanci...if she polite abit mayb i will go.
i keep think of the excuses when she come and catch me again,
then finally i got 1...
"just now im busy study for my exam so i forget ady...sorry"...with pity sound...=)
izzit a good idea???but untill skul dismiss she also never come and find me,
hope she forget ady...but she got note down my name,
hope she not going to call out my name during wednesday skul assembly la...malu leh
Althought she caught me...but i still don wan to cut my hair la...its not too long nia
just just cut last week nia leh...so fast wanna cut again meh,
plus going to holiday ady...
so...pn joyce...just piss off...if u touch my hair...i will....
"SAY THANK YOU TO YOU"

""Trying ti be evil...

today addmath was not as hard as i think,
act is quite simple...
but got some i donno la...
10marks leh....duh
1 question 10marks???wth
argh...why she haven accept my request????
i gt alot of things wanna ask her neh....=(

向今晚的月亮告白吧。。。
将所有不愉快的事都告诉月亮，
把所有的烦恼都抛开，
过个开心的中秋吧，
在这祝大家中秋团聚。

finally...i found her...
looking for her for so many years...
donno she still remember me or not...=(

Finally...this week end with hapiness and sadness,
next week pmr lurh,
good luck to all my form 3 friends,
pmr is not hard at all...
so don worry la...very easy de la...
next week got addmath ahh...
argh...
ok...wanna go do more practice ady,
good nitex and...
happy zhong qiu jie...i mean...moon cake festival...=)